Supposed-to-be-extremely happy holiday.
Been so tired right now. Flu. Sometimes, coughing a little bit. Tomorrow gonna be huge day. I ought to be arrived at school at 9 a.m. and the whole thing, my school’s Christmas celebration, would probably end at around 9 p.m. – so not having a holiday officially.
Anyway, I am sort of tumblring currently. Well, I don’t have any tumblr account yet often glimpse through some random tumblr pages. Gosh, lotsa what-the-heck quotations that I found. Usually I would post quotations that are inspiring, but, now, let me post some quotations that rather squeezes my heart in certain ways:
“We were meant to lose people we love.
How else would we know how important they are?”
— The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
I would probably prefer to hate this quotation. NO, WE’RE NOT MEANT TO LOSE PEOPLE WE LOVE. It’s true that we would realize how important they are when we lose them. But, hey, most of the times, people whom we loose – in the end, we realize that we don’t love them anyhow. Towards certain people, yes, we lose them and realize how important they are – but so fortunately, usually people that I lose in my life, they’re meant to pass by. Getting to know them is simply a way for me to learn certain important life lessons in life. But until now, I’ve never lost anyone who I truly love with all my heart, my soul and my life. Thank God!
“To have feelings for a person is taking all your time thinking of things to say to that someone, staying up late into crackhead hours, then waking up to drink cups after cups of coffee, as you realize you’ve just smoked all your cigarettes, but still have nothing to say but ‘how are you?’”
— Nes Cruz
Well, worse than that. Worse than a “how are you,” even. Silence. A simple as that. See, what can be worse than silence? Lack of communication – lack of pouring out what’s inside? But I love the way I have feelings for a person. It’s always as smooth and as cold as an ice could be.
“Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody”
— Mark Twain
How true. I do have my dark side that I would never show to anybody – intentionally, though to those whom are trusted by the Sovereign, it’s openly shown. To them, it hurts. To me, it hurts even more. Yet, though everyone is a moon, both fortunately and unfortunately, it needs to be revealed to certain people who are responsible to our lives. Anyway, everyone does have weaknesses. We’re all human beings. We’re not human doings – that’s why we are not that good in doing things. (Yeah, right.)
“The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.”
— Ashleigh Brilliant
Recently I’ve been having dreams. Weird ones. Some random sweet people haunt my peaceful nights. No one to blame. If there’s any, it would be me. I deliberately choose whom I want to dream about. And the whole thing’s so illogical. How fun it is. In reality, to have reasons is such a necessary commodity. Not in dreams. In Dreamland, everything’s truly whatever that you want. But it would be my own fault if the way I see life slightly changes as it is affected by how I dream my dreams.
Okay. I’m so done analyzing slightly shallow quotations. I pray that tomorrow’s event – Morning Star Academy Christmas Celebration 2009 – would be a total blast for all.
Give and grow,
A. Desmonda
